So today I had the worst day I could have had at work that resulted in any respect for the establishment I affiliate myself with that got me into a cluster funk about what I'm doing with my life. By the time I arrived at work and got settled in everything snow balled and just got worse as the night continued until I went to lunch. I had a very enlightening chat with one of the new employees and she made me forget about everything that happened. At 62 and knowing everything about just about every little detail about life and looking past all the negatives she knew exactly what I was thinking. From my little lunch break just chatting with her about everything that could have gone wrong in life there was nothing I could have compared my experiences to hers. All these feelings of regret and anger subsided after listening to what was spoken whimsically in banter and shared stories of what could have been worse situations. Even though I have never seen or spoken to this person before there was something that reminded me of my grandmother that seemed to have all the answers. I do hold a great respect for most elders and this was something that hit close to home.

From now on the things that seem to go wrong in life or elsewhere will just be a story that wont matter. It's just a life experience and looking towards something good will be what the heart wants and needs to fullfill any regressions. No more feelings of wanting to be the best or stiving to follow a certain example, this is my choice and my life to live and be lived. Happiness will surely follow a positive mind and a clear conscience.

Now for artwork I've been one busy fellow that has been up to no good with creating fan arts and doodling whatever I can find. The only question is what to post and what to keep to myself. Seems to be a lot of copy cats and DOUCHEBAGS out there that will stop at nothing to copy or use artwork to their own advantage. I know this is a place for art but the question beckons if I should post what I have? I know that I took down all my work from the past and only left a few simple works to be viewed, the thing is I want to show off. Not in any macho or selfloving views but to improve upon what has been done and go from there. DA has been a great stepping stone for improvements and another well known site has risen in ranks that follows, so the question is when?

Just a ramble, a thought, and a self realization of what to do...